Bo's Little Black Book

i hate papa

noreply@blogspirit.com (Queen Bodicea) — Wed, 10 Sep 2008 18:53:32 +0800

i kno i should be happy now. living in spore.

i admit, at this age.. am considered lucky earning double what my friends are getting and i have a bf who is crazy about me.

but my family is a wrecked. mama just called. papa has cut off everything. when i say everything.. i mean money. damn! i dont kno what the fuck is wrong with him. he totally blew everything up. am not gonna lie.. but i hate him. i used to love him til death but no more.

he wanted to ruin my sister's future by forcing her to take up a business loan. i kno my dad. he did it to my 2 brothers. and now my lil sister. thank god i was matured enough to say no. but my little sis is still a baby. my dad shudnt force her to do something that she doesnt want to do. that's not how a dad should act.

anyway, because of this, papa threaten to cut my mum's life support. only until my sister signs the bank docs. but i told my mum that i'll do what ever i can to help. now am paying for the house (RM1k), my car which mama is using back in kl (RM350) and my credit car (RM400) on a monthly basis. Ive offered to provide mama another RM500 to settle the bills at home. i kno it aint much but that is what i can afford now.

need to look in a couple of month. probably i can try squeeze something and give mama more. plus am finishin my car loan soon. am planning to buy a car for her actually.. but we see how it goes. i pity her. he has been married to papa for 35 years. and papa still treats her like shit. my 2 brothers cant do anything now coz both of them are working for him. and they are paid by him.

i hate papa for hurting mama like this. currently am the only person that can help mama. make a living. i think i am the oldest 27year old girl in this whole freaking weird world. but it's alright. i kno am gonna take care of my mum. i want her to kno dat she can count on me like how i always counted on her in life.

i love to stay here and chat. but am too tired. ill ramble in another time. ill write more.

anyway.. welcome back bo :)

extra extra! latest bo's news!

noreply@blogspirit.com (Queen Bodicea) — Wed, 30 Jul 2008 23:05:00 +0800

i'll just keep it short and sweet this time. havent wrote for quite a bit now. so need to get the modjo before i start blogging again.

officially on the 10th May 2008, i am somebody's gf ;) it's DJ guy. yeap.. the one i met at the end of 2005. a friend of my ex. who was my movie buddy.

just to keep the long story short. we hit it off again during a vacation cum party trip to one small island here. he was DJ'ing for a friend and we kinda talk about what happened when i just dissapeared from his life last time. i found him adorable and slowly felt for him.

yeah we had sex of course. but only after 2 months officially being with him. Basically i thot that this was a sex-less relationship since that we had spent a nite twice together but nothing happened. but like one old saying goes 'the best will come for those who waits' ;) we finally did it on the 7.7.2008 at my place. mum had to stay over at my brother's.. so i had the house all to myself. we spent 2 wonderful nights together. the sex only started on the 2nd day.. so now u kno what i meant when i said that i thot it was a sex-less relationship, now do u?

more about him? hMph.. i think i have finally fell in love with him. he's the sweetest guy i have ever had. loving and very romantic. i was quite surprise that i fell for him before we had sex. normally i dont.. but this time around was totally different. ahhh... and did i mention that he's hot as well? hMph.. not as hot as i met him in 2006.. but still hot tho.. with a little baby fat here and there.

anyway.. am leaving to singapore soon. i dont kno whether to feel happy or sad. i was actually looking forward for this for quite a while now. the pay is wayyyyy better than what am getting now but the thing is.. my sweet bf is now in the picture.

told him that we need to work things out. it'll be a challenge but am sure we can do this. i hope that i can be that better person for him. and he is for me.

well..gtg now. have to stick to my plan. to keep this as short as possible. i may come here now and again just to update things on what is going on in my life. will be writing from singapore then ;)

same ol. same ol.

noreply@blogspirit.com (Queen Bodicea) — Tue, 22 Apr 2008 17:45:00 +0800

i haven't write for quite a bit now. one because i dont have an internet connection at home. and of course the major reason is that i dont have the luxury of time anymore. same ol same ol excuses right? ;)

anyway, let's start with what has happened in my life right now. nothing much. i got prom

back with some ol stories

noreply@blogspirit.com (Queen Bodicea) — Tue, 22 Apr 2008 17:31:24 +0800

anyway, let's start with what has happened in my life right now. nothing much. i got prom

Another Year

noreply@blogspirit.com (Queen Bodicea) — Sat, 22 Dec 2007 20:01:50 +0800

2008 in just around the corner. what a cliche. the same old shit year after year. NYE after NYE. when will it end?

am gonna have my new wish list. a lonnnnggggg dreadful post on how I only slept with 2 new men this year and how I am planning to get sleep with at least 4 guys. one of em.. have to be either German or Spanish. MmMmm.. that'd be nice *rubbing hands gleefully* ive never slept with any of em yet =)

and i'll be complaning on how boring my NYE is. and how i want to make a different in 2008. how I'd change.. bla bla bla..

it will never end.

Happy New Year ppl =)